Last night my PayPal account got blocked AGAIN with 1500 USD of all the commissions of September

Hey all, Just a small update really quick. This last August and September i worked A LOT, i focused 100% on my models, animations etc. Last night my PayPal account got blocked AGAIN with 1500 USD of all the commissions of September and donations for my aunty, plus Patreon havent gotten back to me on my account closure... Im very sad and devastated for this. So I'll take 2 days of break, i feel tired, a little burned and i dont know what the future holds for my aunt. I need to regain my strenght and look for a small distraction. I havent played a videogame in months.. please bare with me. Not as a commissioner or as consumer, but as human. My mind only can take so much right now. I know things will get better, its just that.. right now they aint. I need to find the strenght to fight this sadness. So just give me TWO days to get back at it.